HAPPY 15th BDAE NABELAH SYG!!! :)








WAH! ORG TU DH 15 SIH!! haha...Stay cheerful and awesum kays? I'm really thkful for having u as my bestie. All those memories i had with u will alwaes be remembered. Thks for being by my side alwaes. I hope u'll hav a wonderful bdae ahead. i hope all ur wishes come true! haha. oh ya! i owe u a present! i'll giv u asap kays? haha.. and... THKS FOR E PRESENT LUV! I LOVE THE PRESENT! OMG!! i shld b givin u a present 2dae bt instead u gav me a bdae present. how ironic. haha. ILY LOTS!DOn't let ANYTHING let u down on ur bdae kays? nt even...*ERM* u noe, i noe.

HAPPY BDAE!!!! :)

Luv, sabby

haiz......im really feeling sad rite now. i really miss POP/POC! the tyme dat NCO 08/09 bonded lyke nvr b4. the mark of a whole new fwenship, trust and respect for 1 another no matter our differences. i can still rmbr Mrs Mok saying dat my squad is the only squad in history dat doesn't hav any conflicts. BULLSHIT LA! haiz..... SERIOUSLY!! if u guys are in my shoe, u guys would noe how it feels lyke. esp now......haiz......

dun't u guys noe dat i miss u guys SOOO DAMN FUCKING FREAKING MUCH!!! i miss the laughter, us teasing each other, us being comfortable wit each other. wat happened to u guys? i want to point dis out esp to ting yan. i cant believe u. i dunno whether u wanna end dis fwenship or nt la...bt i noe i dun want to. TING YAN! u noe for urself dat u hav changed rite? y cant u change back? wats e matter wit u? y do i keep on fighting wit u? haiz....

i wan all of nco 08/09 to be 2gether lyke b4. y cant we b lyke b4? is it SOO DAMN FREAKING DIFFICULT?y are we breaking up NOW? aft we hav gotten SOO far and b SOO close to each other? y must EVERYTHING U SAY HURT ME? it HURTS u noe! it hurts really badly dat all i can do is to stop myself frm crying rite in front of ur face everytyme. y do u hav to b SOO sarcastic nw?

To Ting Yan:
I wan to noe ur reason. Ur part of e story. I dun wanna jump to conclusions. i was super close to u. i was ur sis. ur np mate.... until recently...i totally regret joining osl u noe...sometimes i wish dat i hav nt even meet u...nt even gotten super duper close to u...nt even in np...i hate dis!! ever heard of this phrase? what hurt the most, is being soo close? now everytyme i hear this song i'll cry okay! i'll tink abt all the fights i had wit u. i dun wanna tink abt dat.i wan us to b lyke b4. i wan to be ur sis again. ur close fwen. i miss dat. y must u change aft the aem? i miss the old u. the old u won't shout at his own squad mates even if his really very irritated wit dem. the old u wont scold or shout at his own squad mates if dey didn't listen to hyme. y are u treating us as cadets? y are u ironically treating the sec 3s 2009 jus lyke ur own squad mates? if u really wanna b wit dem so much den go into fancy drills la...i dun care. i dun wanna care anymore. wat do u take ur squad mates for huh? SHIT?!!! i wanna noe!!! i admit it. im jealous dat u treat e sec 3s 2009 lyke ur squad. im hurt dat aft 3 yrs of being ur squad mates u can still say dat ur closer to dem den me. DO U REALISE DAT EVERYTHING U SAY HURTS ME? ARGH!!!! i dunno wat to do anymore. im sick and tired of fighting. i noe dat u wont wan to change ur attitude bcause of ur squad mates bt pls... cnt u at least understand us ? we hav alreadi respect u. treat u lyke a leader. listen to u( mayb sumtimes we dun bt dats bcause we tink dat we hav done enuf and deserve sum rest). now its ur turn to listen to us. understand us. RESPECT us. TREAT US LYKE UR SQUAD MATES. TING YAN! ONLY 4 MORE MNTHS LEFT EHK!! WTH!! u really wanna break up our squad? i noe sumtimes the arguments is my fault. im really sry for dat. i wanna change myself too kays? i dun wanna fight anymore. i jus wan us to b in gd terms. i dun wanna lose my close fwen. i wan hyme back. pls...i play my part and u play urs kays? i hope dat wen sch reopens we are back lyke we were b4 in POP/POC. this is jus a bit of my feelings. Ting yan. if u are reading dis, pls, call me. i wanna tok to u and sort dis out. i dun wanna continue lyke dis.

im crying now wen im writing dis. it really hurts to argue wit sum1 dat is very close to u.

yup2. dats all. i realy hope dis problem cn b solve asap la. haiz...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

YAAY! I cant believe it! IM OFFICIALLY 15!! OMG!! haha..Im SOO HAPPY! I wanna create this post especially for my npcc mates which i tink deserves my appreaciation. Yesterdae, on e 12 December 2008, was 1 of de most memorable day of my life! THKS TO TING YAN AND QUENTON GOH! It really wld not have been possible without both of u, my brothers. THKS for alwaes being there for me. :) ILY BOTH LOTSA! haha..

So yesterdae, in the morning, i got ready to go to school to do some npcc stuff. *WINKS*. u noe, i noe. I was getting ready when i realise that i could not find my camera. The one that my mummy gave me for my ADVANCED BIRTHDAY last month before she went to makkah. I serched for it lyke crazy all through the house and still couldnt find it. I was very pissed at myself for loosing it. U guys would have felt before rite e thought of loosing something u really2 love SO MUCH. SO yeah. That camera is super duper precious to me and i cant bear to lose it. So imagine me searching frantically everywhere with the help of my maid and my grandma, TOK MAK. My bro jus sat in front of the comp and did nothing but played. USELESS BROTHER! ARGH! *rolls boat* (*winks* u noe i noe rite fna?) haha. So yeah. Continuing on. We searched for about 1 hr or so again but i still couldnt find it. Then, Ting Yan called me.

Sabby: Hello?

Ting Yan: Hello! WHERE ARE YOU?!! Are u coming or nt?

Sabby: yup2 i am. I lost my camera so i nd to find my camera first before i go.
Ting Yan: So wat tyme will u reach skool den?

Sabby: I dunno. I NEED to find my camera first.

Ting Yan: okays. come here faster. give me a call when u reach skool kays?

sabby: okays. cya den!

so yeah. I NEED TO FIND MY CAMERA. I took a few more mins finding it but when i realise that it was 11.40am, i made up my mind to quickly go to skool and continue searching for it ltr. I walked to the mrt station as fast as i can and took the mrt and den walked to skool. I was so pissed off and saddened by the fact that i could have misplaced it or left it behind somewhere but deep inside my heart i knew that it was somewhere within my house. When i reached skool, I smsed Shariff to call me when he reached skool. I smsed Ting Yan to picked me up from the canteen. When i reached the Staff Lounge, I was even more dissapointed when I saw only Ting Yan and Quenton present. I seriously thought there would be more ppl but wadeva. That was not the only tyme that happened.Then Shariff came and I was happier then. haha. So from 12pm to 2 sumthing, i helped Ting Yan and Quenton with some NPCC stuff. Den, at ard 2 sumthing, i and Shariff went off to go home. haha. I wanted to go home to get ready for the osl gathering. I was suppose to meet my osl family at 173 bus interchange at 5.30pm. I was so excited and exhilarated to finally aft SOO DAMN LONG be able to meet all of dem again. haha. After I changed and washed up, it was abt 5.10pm so i went out quickly cause i thought i was alreadi late. Otw, i meet Liyana, Harris and Farah and Haziq at cck mrt station. I was quite happy to be able to meet dem again. We reached 173 bus stop at 5.40pm. Otw, we meet at Alisa, Adibah, Amanda,Suharti and Nadia. I hugged ALL of em cause i miss dem all SO FREAKING MUCH! haha. All of us waited for some more osl members to come and then we took the bus to Mr Tan's condo. I was so happy that we were all back together again. Throughout the tyme i was with dem, i could feel the osl spirit again. I MISS CAMBODIA! I MISS PAWN! I MISS THE OSL FAMILY! yup2. that's when i realise this. We reached the condo at ard 6.30 plus. I greeted Mr Tan and said hello to Ting Yan and Quenton. I hugged some more of my osl mates which jus came. Oh ya! I forgt to tell u guys that when i was waiting for the bus jus now, i wanted to take a photo of me, Alisa, Adibah and Amanda but they all dun wanna take picture. They all lyke totally ignored me la for the whole journey. I was quite dissapointed la. I didnt noe wad happened to dem. Dont dey love me anymore? i dunno. They were acting freackingly weird throughout the tyme i ws with dem till dinner. They wld not talk to me. They alwaes left me alone all by myself. I was very saddened by dis bt i didnt take it to heart la and i knew sumthing was wrong. I had dis feeling that dey were up to sumthing esp wen my birthday was on the nxt dae. After everybody came, we all ate dinner. I sat with nabilah, Ting Yan, Quenton and Miss Aida. We were eating and having fun until suddenly practically every1 walked away frm the place. Only me and Miss Aida plus sum other boys and girls were left. Miss Aida was talking to me while we were eating. After abt 10 mins, Quenton came and sat beside me. Suddenly, he stood up and ran to the toilet. Ting Yan approached Miss Aida and told Miss Aida that Quenton had a really serious diarrhea. At that point, I was wondering why so random. Suddenly, Ting Yan approached me and he and the rest of the team, sang me a bdae song. there was a cake in front of me with candles and a BIG sign that said:

OMG! I was SUPER touched la! I wanted to cry but I was controlling myself. I hugged all of dem. :) SO yeah after that we had post-osl reflections and I camwhored A LOT!! haha... Overall i tink ytd was SUPERB! :)

To Ting Yan and Quenton:

To Alisa,Adibah and Amanda:

To Nabilah:

To OSL Team:

To Liyana:

To Faheema:

To Zilah:

To Shariff:

THANK YOU GUYS! I LOVE U GUYS SOO DAMN FREAKING MUCH LA! I'M SOO DUPER GLAD TO HAVE FRIENDS LYKE U GUYS! IM REALLY LUCKY! haha..THKS AGAIN!!!

My Brothers, Ting Yan and Quenton that made the surprise possible. ILY BOTH!!



My Bdae Cake bought by Ting Yan and Quenton.THKS GUYS!

Me and Halijah :) b4 dinner

Me and the purposely-late Fna! *WINKS*

Nadia, Halijah and Me. They were the only ones who wanted to camwhore b4 dinner.

The half-eaten cake that was cut by Ting Yan

Reflection Time!

During Reflection. Listening to Muhaimin's freakingly funny story.

Nadia,Raysha,Me and Quenton after reflections. Quenton looks sleepy.

My plate :)

Fredy and Me

Me and Riyaas



Amanda and Me. IL Her!

Random Shoot!

Me and Rachelle, the AWESUM facilitator.

Me and my room mate, ALISA! She's the best! :)

Me and Farah! The GLAM one!

Second close-up shot of nab and me. She my one and only gurlfwen.

U noe i love u. :)

NCO O8/09!!! Fun shot.

SABBY LOVES U GUYS!

Great fwens are loved and treasured.

Now i noe dat i'll nvr b alone.

NPCC GIRLS!

This was candid. I wasnt ready okay!?

NPCC ROXS!

Me and the drop-dead-gorgeous Liyana! She's my baby!

So, Fna suggested to take a picture on the road while waiting for the bus. haha.. CRAZY GIRLFWENS!

this was our first shot. candid! haha..bt very wrong tyming! alisa was practically running off but managed to pose.

thks to nabilah, my camera smelt of cigratte aft dis pic.

My camera on the rubbish bin. :)

Last picture of the day with my bestie, Fna.

My aunty and uncle, Mak ngah and Pak ngah, gave this to me today. THKS!!

Im gonna spent my bdae todae with my cousins, Kak Nadia, Khalisah and Min. They'll b cuming at 1pm at my hse. I dunno wat will b doing 2dae. I hope 2dae will b as awesum as ytd. Im so excited nw! haha. 2moro i'm gonna celebrate my bdae with F.F.K.S.S. Im quite sad dat kousy is in India and cant celebrate my bdae bt she jus called jus nw to wish me a happy bdae. Im SO glad dat she remembered. haha. I cant wait for 2moro! wat's gonna happen 2dae and 2moro? hmmmmm....lets see...

p.s. i found my camera alreadi. it was in between some stacks of books at my bro's table. wtf rite?!!

so yeah! dats all for now! c u guys soon!

love,

sabby